You will have a lot of questions and you will hear the truth. Do you ever wonder why your Daddy couldn't see you anymore? Did you ever wonder where I went? Has your mommy told you that she wanted me to never see you again after I used to have you every day after school, I took you on train trips to New York, i was teaching you to ride a bike, I showed you how to hit a baseball real far? Have you ever wondered why your daddy would suddenly disappear from your life? Me too!
Maybe you will be on the internet some day and find zlily.com. Then you will find the website your mother wanted me to get rid of but couldn't and you will see this blog.
I am doing really well ZZ.... I am in good shape and feeling real good about counting the days when I can see you again and hopefully be able to tell you the truth. Jeremy and Amanda are doing well also.... Jeremy is getting married this Summer and Amanda has a really nice BF. She teaches trapeze at Jordans Furniture... she flies! I was sorry to just today hear that your grampy died a couple of years ago.
Well, I have to go now but I hope you continue to do well in school (I saw your name on the honor page again in the paper) and that you are getting better at the flute. The youtube film I was sent is precious for me to see...
Hope you have a great Christmas. My Christmas wish is that you find your website and this blog some day soon and that you NEVER forget that I will always be your dad no matter what anyone else says.
Love you ZZ,
Daddy-O
