Thursday, December 25, 2014

Hello Z. Lily and Merry Christmas!

I love you and miss you terribly every single day. I hope you are doing well.

Love, DAD

Monday, July 28, 2014

Hello my precious Z. lily,

This Friday is your 16th birthday and I will miss it as I have the past 9 due to reasons I will never understand and that torn you and I apart from each other after 6 years of fun, laughs and adventure. I love you and always will. I miss you dearly and think of you every day. I hope you are doing well and that you are enjoying this Summer. Maybe you will have a big party for your birthday. I saw your cousin Katerina had her 18th the other day and she had a lot of fun. Here is a collage I made to remember you by... we had so much fun... I am sorry it was stolen from us.

I wonder if you played in the band this past Memorial Day or maybe even in the 4th of July parade. I have moved to New Hampshire and could not get down to see you if you did march and play. It is nice up here in the mountains... lots of wildlife... we saw 2 bears in the past week, a deer and other critters!

Jeremy and Mandee had twin girls but the were very premature, by 3 months, and have been in the intensive care until of Mass General hospital for 2 months now. They weren't even due until August 1st!!!!! They were tiny, under 2 pounds apiece but have grown lately. One of them has Downs Syndrome... but that is ok, if they are healthy and continue to grow...



I love you Zooma and Happy Sweet 16th Birthday!

Dad


Saturday, April 19, 2014

Hello my lovely Z. Lily!

It is a beautiful day out today, finally sunny and warm after such a harsh Winter. When we were on the bus from Beijing to the other city (can't spell it, but it is like Shiaziachang) Helen, our Chinese guide told us your name meant 1000 Springs.... I have now missed 8 Springs of your life and will never endure many more. I just hope that when we can meet again you realize that I had nothing to do with you and me parting ways. I did not leave you or ever forget you, your mother forced it. She wanted me out of your life and she had the money to make it happen. Even your uncles and aunts agree on this. I have never forgotten the look in your eyes when I saw you last Memorial Day.... The photo albums on www.zlily.com show the happiest little girl I could ever had wanted.... what did I do wrong that your Mother wanted me gone and out of your life? I never harmed you, I treated you like a safe gold nugget. So just NEVER forget that I lovce you and will forever!
Love,
Daddy-O
As Amanda calls me...as a matter of fact not many Dad's can say he has daughters from A to Z!
And I gave your name the Z=Zephyr!
my email is capeannweb@live.com
I have a twitter account @capeannweather
And I have a FB account of course at Chris Spittle

You are free to make decisions to contact me.... be secretive becauc=se your mother is not liking the fact I will soon be able to tell you face to face the REAL story.

Saturday, January 4, 2014

Hello ZZ,

Just because Daddy doesn't write here doesn't mean I don't think of you all the time and every day. I especially thought of you a lot over the holidays and wondered what you were doing at any one time and if you thought about me once in a while. When I saw you on Memorial Day I was both very happy so be close to you and very sad that I am not even allowed to say anything to you... it seems so cruel.

Anyway, I am living in Wakefield now and work in Malden. I run a recycling department in a warehouse. We recycle computers and other electronics. I live right on the Lake in Wakefield with a wonderful view and it is very close to town. There are a lot of people around walking the Lake in the daytime, especially when it is warmer. I also go on the benefit walks they have that go all the way around the Lake. They have cookouts and concerts on the Common too. When I see kids like you I cry a little... I miss you so.

The picture I have posted here is of me at my desk at home. I run a weather service on Facebook, on Twitter and the internet, all are called Cape Ann Weather. The Facebook page is very popular and the other day in the snowstorm people were on it a lot. That is fun for me. I love weather. I remember thje time you and I and Peter went for as walk in the blizzard fromPatty's house. Do you remember that? I have a couple of pictures somewhere and you are sooo happy! I miss making you smile... I wanted to hug you soo bad on Memorial Day because you didn't look happy...

I have to go now and I am glad I wrote...it just hurts sometimes and I have tears right now. I hope you see these posts. If you go to the Facebook page for 'Cape Ann Weather' and "Like" it (the page, not the group), you can contact me. I can't wait for that to happen. You need to know the truth someday and you will.

All my Love For Ever,
Daddy