Monday, July 2, 2007

Summer Memories Abound

Hey ZZ. I have been thinking about you everyday and everynight. I wonder how much you are confused by my disappearance. I missed you especially on Fathers Day. Every day it's hot out I think of all the times we went to the beach at Pebble. The picture I have here is a fun triple picture of you. I have lots of pictures of so many things we did. When Shrek the Third came out, Diane, Plato and I watched Shrek 2 and I remembered the first time we watched that together on the Acela train to New York City. You remember how we laughed so loud the conductor put his finger to his lips and we shrunk in our seats?

Zooma, I know you have a good memory and I know you have so many fond ones of us doing stuff together. I wish you knew how much I miss you and love you. I have giant sunflowers growing this year and remember when you were in your little wagon next to the mini sunflowers in our yard. Seems like so long ago. You were about 3 I think!

I tried to call the Little League office to find out what team you were on but they wouldn't tell me. I wanted to go to your games but someone told them I couldn't. I am so sorry. Remember 2 years ago when I was your T-ball coach and we all did "The Manny" and got ready in the field with our little yell? This is the team picture I took on the last day. That was special to me and I will always remember it because you got soooo much better at hitting the ball when I pitched to you afterwards. You asked me one day if I thought you could play on the Red Sox some day... Right now the Red Sox could use you because they have lost 5 of their last 6 but they will do better soon!

I often wonder about your dance lessons because even last year and before I never got to see you dance or know when your recital was. I have tapes of you and I dancing when you were a little girl. Your sister Amanda was in about 15 dance recitals and it always seemed like it was on the hottest day of the year.

I am going to get going to work now but just remember I think of you so much every day and I miss you tremendously. You will always be my little ZZ now matter if how much people want me to go away. My heart is broken knowing how much you must miss the fun and giggles we used to have. We always had fun and I know you will remember that the next time we meet. I love you Z. Lily and always will. I will make another entry here soon!!! Happy 4th of July!

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