Tuesday, August 7, 2007

Happy Birthday Zooma


Hi sweetie,

Wow, you are now 9 years old! Yippeeee! Happy Birthday!!!

I would love to send you a card or gift or call you to sing happy birthday but your mom won't let me. It hurts so bad to be so close to you and not hold your hand or hug you. I wonder what the theme of your party was this year? I haven't seen you for a while so I don't know what you are might be favorites with.

I may not be able to call you or see you but I can do what I did every single day for 8 years and that is right here tell you "I LOVE YOU". I told you that every day and every night when we were together. Every phone call we talked. Every night I go to sleep thinking about you I whisper it and know that it finds its way to you as you sleep. I hope you haven't forgotten me because that would make me sad. I miss you.
So, no matter how long it takes before I see you again, remember that I will always love you and even as we are cruelly robbed of our time together and the bond we so closely shared, that love will never, ever change Z. Lily because you are always right here in my heart, warm and safe and alive. Bye for now.
Love strong and always,
Dad

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