Hi Zooma,


Daddy loves you and misses you all the time.

Where I get these pictures, that is a secret. They are treasured by me each and every time. I am glad I have friends who realize my sadness in not getting to see you grow up and they help share you. I long to see your hobbies, your recitals, your personality.... you had my sense of fun-loving humor when I last saw you, but now I wonder if all effects of my presence in your life have been erased. I know the memory of me is not erased from your mind... you still wonder, as I do.

Jeremy is getting married in July to Mandee, a great girl. The wedding is in New Hampshire. Amanda is running her own health/fitness business and is doing well.... very busy and happy she is. I think she still does trapeze once in a while too! I am doing well but your absence is a sad void in my life.

Every time I get on a train I think of you.... I look at the pictures of our trips to NYC and others and wonder why it has to be this way. Someday you will know the truth and you will have more questions for your mother than you will for me.

I love you and always will. I never harmed you or meant any harm to you. I hope you understand that in the end.

Love,
Always your father,
Dad