Hello my beautiful precious Z. Lily.

Christmas is upon us and now for the 6th year I don't get to see you live the joy of the holidays. I hope you are doing well and your grades are up to your mothers standards. I saw your mother several times in the past month but she doesn't want to even acknowledge me. Too bad she made the wrong decision and now has to live with it. 

Right now I am staying in Boston with a friend. She has 2 great kitties that crawl all over me. She is in the Air Force Reserves and travels every few weeks so I cat sit and take care of the house. She has lots of Asian artifacts too! She is really funny and fun. You'd like her. I often wonder, given the nature of the beast, if there is any humor in your life since I was ripped away from you.

Anyway, I wanted to send you a holiday message of love and hope. Someday you will get to read all these posts and have some serious questions for your mother. We didn't deserve to be torn apart. She knows it too.

I love you ZZ.... and I will always cherish your beauty and soul in my heart where there is a special chamber just for you.

Dad